so i was surfen the interwebs and i went to bitch magazine.com and as usual there were some good, interesting articles that i enjoyed.

but then i saw one thing that made me laugh. out loud. it was a picture that i thought awsome. so im going to post it here.


thankyou bitch magazine you just made my day.

so i wanted to write a blog post about sex. not the whole immature teenage me yelling penis a bunch of times and giggling, but not the whole im going to discribe it to you thing either because one i have not had sex so i cannot discribe it. and two when i say i wanna talk about it, write a blog i wanted to discuss how the whole idea of sex has seemed to be considered bad in alot of our socioty. yes i can see how it would be bad to rush into it i guess, if you dont love the person cause there can be that feeling of lonleyness afterwords. but it seems that in todays day and age we still get told what is normal and what is not in this area of our lives.

alot of this appers to come from the church. and other areas. so not to be one of thoes people who goes on a rant saying the chruch is bad. it says we cant do this. it says this is bad. the church is pigion holding us. i will start by saying yes it does appear that way. but being somone who used to go to chruch, and youth group i cant help but attempt to see what they are trying to do. we are not told that we cannot do things by the church because the church wants to hold us down. but because in their eyes they think they are helping us. protecting us. cause i know from all my former church and youth group days the pastor would always say how god was like a father. and trying to protect us. so as a protective father he wants whats best. now im not also trying to go fully to the side of the church im just attmepting to find some sort of middle ground. anyway as god being a father he would only say dont do something becasue in the long wrong it does us harm.

so when the church says something about sex is wrong, or along thoes terms we should not doing this. although i may not agree with them, and dont agree in alot of aspects. i do respect that the main goal of them saying this was not to say your bad, your evil, eww what are you doing. but what to try to keep us heathy and happy and safe in the long run.

but anyway yes so i wanted to to right a blog post about sex and the aspects of it in todays socioty and i thought wow i dont really know if i have that much information myself to write a thoughtfull blog on this so i decided to go and to look stuff up on the internet (yay interwebs). and i ended up reading an article on the web site that i found really interesting. it kinda sums up some of the stuff that i was thinking about and what i wanted to kind of write about. so here is the link.
please read and enjoy.

http://www.radicalleft.net/blog/_archives/2007/7/22/3107594.html

im just going to say it and put this out there, but you know what. women are really freken annoying. honestly. men, and lesbians i have a question, why are you attracted to us? cause i know for alot of it god knows its not the personality of the overal species. i am a women and i find my own gender so annoying that sometimes i get an urge to blugen somone in the head...maybe thats a little extream. but in fact most of my friends are male, or are tomboys like me. i just cannot stand the girly girl females. the ones that spend countless amounts of money on makeup, and pedicures and all that other bullshit. just feading the montster that socioty created called consumerism. wispering in females ears you need to buy this, or do this or act like this.

my god sometimes it even seems like our gender is dumbing itself down. and i dont get it. i want to scream at some females what the fuck are you doing. not only that but for somereason out species or gender gets joy out of putting men in tough courners. take for example my parents last night.

my dad orders soup.

mom: "oh is it as good as the soup that i make hone"
dad: * clearly stuck in tough situation lie and say yes. or dont lie*......"its better"
mom: *smiles*. see laura you dad knows just what to say.


me interanalty: gnhfidaso;ghisa;hgd;s

so...what your saying. is you know my dad is lieing to you, infact your encouraging it becasue you want to hear that your soup....that you made...is better then some soup that we went out and paid for. do you get joy out of making your man being stuck in that kind of situation, and making him lie to you. or do you just feel like you need to hear it to get some kind of confidence booster? i know bit harsh for me to say but common girls.

put on your big girl panties. we should not need to be constintly begging for compliments, we are stronger then that! we should not have to waist money on make up, and crappy fake nails to feel beautiful, we are already beautiful honestly i dont give a fuck if your 100 pounds ,or 500 pounds its the whole confidence thing that makes you look good.
stop acting stupid. i know some girls just are not that smart same as some guys just dont have their britests moments but one of my biggest pet peaves is when a girl is purposly dumbing herself down just so she can have attention, or fit in more in socioty. i have friends who do that and honestly i have found myself distancing myself from thoes people. because its fucking stupid. you act stupid for attention and then you get all offended becasue people treat you like your stupid and dont know anything. if you want to be talked with instead of talked to, like a little kid. then show us that you can handle that.

read a book for once. follow what happening in the world. join in on conversations. contribute. even if you think you have nothing to say...you probably do.

honestly..sometimes i feel like the whole female group is purposly trying to make themselfs stupid. i mean there are acceptions like my friend karen who is probably one of the smartest people i know, who if she sees anything pink she gets an urge to burn it. and who gets urges to do something manly if you even remotly call her girly. karen is amazing. which is probably why im such good friends with her, among a million other reasons. but sometimes when i am surrounded by thoes girls who just..i donno dont seem to think. dont seem to even try to break the steryo types but are the ones that seem to feed it, and make it bigger.

i just wanna scream and say what the hell. and it really makes me wonder honestly guys and lesbians..and anyone else who is attrackted to females. why are you? what the hell?

makes me wanna get a sex change and be a gay man sometimes because honestly at least then i would not be the same gender as some of thoes girls.

who watches the watchmen?

i just did. and let me just say as a movie fan. and as a fan of the graphic novel that movie was fucking epic and i would most defnitly see it again.

and omg i saw blue penis. thats right they did not censor out dr manhattans penis, and it was made to look realistic..i saw blue penis on the big screen and i will admit there were times i was not even listeng to dr manhattan in the movie there was the immagutre little fan girl inside me going he he his penis is big....on a big screen and its fucking blue.

i also loved rorscach and not just the character becasue i was inlove with him before i even saw the movie. like i said graphic novel fan girl. i has a rorscach action figure for crying outloud. but i loved the guy who played him i think that he did an amazing job. he he there was a seen where he killed someone in the bathroom and you dont see what happens but he comes out after you hear the toilet flush. and see blood running out of the bathroom. i just might have a sick sence of humor but i found that fucking hilarious. and apperently so did others in the theater casue i heard a fair amount of laughter.

so yes all in all this movie rocked my world an i am going to have buy it as soon as it comes on dvd. i would say im so going to go see it in theaters again and even though i want to considering im grounded i doubt i can convince my parents to unground me for a couple hours again to go and see that amazing movie. im pretty sure they only let me go so they would not be stuck in a house with an emo fan girl for a month. and i know this sounds harsh but when i found out i was grounded i was more emo about not getting to see rorscach on the big screen then the prospect of not seeing my boyfriend.

silly me and my fetish for masked men
phantom.....v for vendetta....and now rorscach

oh and yes almaris i did take my action figure to the movie. and my friend got me a picture of me at the theater by the watchmen poster holding my action figure...ims a dork but thats okay casue dork is the new cool dont you know.

anyway. yes thats me being fangirl exsited. anyway here is a link to an actual movie review if you wanna read it

http://screencrave.com/2009-02-25/the-watchmen-review/

this person does a good job.

anyway...WOOOT WATCHMEN WAS FRIKEN AWSOME

random thoughts ftw

is there even such a thing as evil. or is that just a word that was created to make situations seem easyier. cause its so much easyier to just call someone evil and blame them for the worlds problems such as osama bin laden, or hitler, then to possibly look at all the peices that might have casused things.. but do you think someone can actually be fully evil? that there is actually posible for that person to not have a single "good" thing about them? to be full of evil like grendel from the story of beauwolf(sp?). i dont know. i think people can do evil things. but i do not belive that someone can fully be absolutly 100% evil.

it makes me wonder. hypotheticaly say someone like hitler ( cause he is such an easy example). was born in a much more loving family then he was, was tought by thoes around him to treat others with kindness, and if he himself was more accepted in his society would he still have turned out the way he did? and if not, then was he himself was not evil? could it be that it was society that created something evil? cause how can someone be born like that.

and then i think that if evil can be created. if little pieces through out someones life can make them like that. then how can we say someone is evil, how can we just point fingures at one person.

is there even such a thing as evil? or was it just simply created so people can be manipulative. "oh him, hes evil"

i donno, its late and this does not make much sence. but its a random thought and i had to write it down somewere before it turned into one of thoes things that seems like a good thought then you forget what it was the next morning.