so im losing money. i realize i spend way to much money. not all at once, but a little bit at a time. the thing is when you hear this you instantly think oh thats not good. oh thats bad. but i have come to realize that losing all this money is making me happy. well not the fact that the money is going it self but the reason why it is going. all my money is dissapearing becasue i am spending it on friends. im funny that way yes i spend money carlessly i guess but it is never careless on my self. here is an example of this.

me in a store: "hmm i really want this thing for myself but even though it is only 8 bucks i should not spend the money"

ten minutes later me in different or exsact same store: " omg look at this it would be perfect for (insert friend) it may be 50 bucks but i absolutly have to get it for this person, they will love it".

im bad a saving money when it comes to myself but i love spending money on my friends. weather its paying for dinner for some friends who them selfs are saving up money for school or cant afford it (chris, fiona, addy). or seeing some gift that i have to get for someone (karen, chris, shannon, addy, fiona. any friend actually all depends on what i see in the store). i did that today actually. i went out with my friend brynn and i bought 6 things, only two of thoes things were for me.

what i bought was :

sandals: for me i needed thoughs i have a pair but they are going to break soon...i can tell.

3 buttons: one of them was for me i thought it was funny. another one was for addy i think she will laugh when se sees it although i dont know if she will actually wear it but it will make her laugh and make her happy that is all that matters. and the last one i got for karen. i figured she would love it and wear it. and it will make her happy i actually called her right after i bought it just so that she would be happy. i love making people happy.

1 water gun: well brynn bought one also. i was originally planning on buying this...he he he brynn and i are making evil plans so it is needed.

1 potted sun flower: this was for my mom. i saw it when brynn was buying flowers for his mom for her birthday and i had to buy it. my mom loves sun flowers and i knew it would make her happy and she would love it for her garden. let me put it this way. my mom loves sun flowers so much that when we were in france my mom snuck into a feild and stole someones sunflower. my dad got annoyed and said linda you cant do that, so my mom being emo droped the flower and felt guilty for the rest of the night...to spite my dad when we got home she bought a fake plastic one and stuck it in the lawn and was like "there george...now i have my own friken sun flower that i did not steal" he loled. well now that my mom has a proper garden, i bought her a real sun flower.


yes i like making people happy,....that is why im poorish. oh and for anyone who is going to comment and say oh zeppelinphan stop spending money on me, you dont have to do that, save your money. im just warning you. if im in a store and see something thats like omg i know someone who would love that... there is a 90% chance that im still going to buy it and still be short money. i just cant help it. im poor because i care, im poor becasue im compulsive. im poor because i want my friends to have what they like, because every one deserves to get random presents just for the sake of getting a present. not because of birthdays, or anniversaries, or whatever. its nice to just get random presents.

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random off note i have to say something funny that happend today before i went out with brynn and went shopping.

so i had laundry on the line to dry instead of using the dryer becasue it was a nice sunny day out.

anyway my mom wanted to put her stuff on the line so she asked me to take mine off. and this is the conversation . (keep in mind it started with her talking to me not my dad)

mom: "grab your underwear and seee if its dry so you can take it off and ill put mine up" (again talking to me about my laundry)

my dad gets out of his chair and walkes up to my mom

puts hand jokivly down his pants ,dad: "well i could take it off. but its a little bit wet i think thats cause i peed a little"

me: rofl..omg dad..lolololol

mom: omg go away, why do you always do this to me

me: "dad you have done this to mom before?"

dad: *just smilles and laughs*

mom: *jokative tone* "i hate you guys*...she says this with a smille on her face




....i love my family