wondering,waiting. no response. worrying, sweating. why why. Maybe my cell phone is not working? can parents cut you off is you send to many messages. Tap tap tap. should i call. I dont want to be pushy. send message to friend. testing, testing 1,2,3 is this working. oh why do i feel like this. ring phone ring. maybe i should go for a walk, thats it get fresh air. when i come back there might be a message for me..... grab dog leash put on shoes, head out door. wait! some things missing. dog inside me outside, go back in grab dog put leash on her and go for walk. come back. fresh air did not help. dry dog.
run up to room. cell phone new message. Heart stops could it be....opens phone. No, friend replied yes it works. close phone gahhhaaaefagoueersa. ok deep breath now. might be busy, thats it busy...more worry, worry worry WORRY WORRY!. ah wahts come over me. butterflys in tummy.. Boys are stupid they have cooties. go to bathroom. no no no screams. new pimple why?. back to bed room. erg homework. shuts off phone. Annoyed.. fine be that way.
Tries to do homework but does not work. Replaying in mind last time we talked..could i have done something different.. should i ahve said something different. grades sliping. Parents lecturing. turns phone back on, check messages nothing....close, check again. nothing and one more time. nothing. throws cell phone in baskit of laundry.
why wont you call me?
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You just gave me a great idea for a video. You and I could become great movie producers, kinda like SMOSH.
Your writing was....EXACTLY THE WAY IT WORKS IN LIFE =)
Don't worry, love isn't all there is =)
<3 c.w
thanks
Haha...do you know how it is for guys on the other end? Oh man. But, whatever.
know i dont know what it is like for guys on the other end. i am sure it is just as hard..but unfortanetly i can only write down my emotions not someone elses
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